How did we get HERE? RE you are about to "graduate" from Kindergarten and move onto grade school. Where have the past 6 1/2 years gone? What happened to my sweet little baby who would climb on my lap and snuggle...now you are up to my waist! Time flies so fast and memories are all that's left behind.
I am learning to savor each and every moment since the moments pass so quickly it seems. I never thought I would long for the "baby" days of diapers, bottles, and firsts like I do now that independence has replaced need. How could I have known that the "quiet" when we feared you wouldn't talk (you were just taking you're time...), would become "long" conversations (more like debates/discussions) that seem to never end! :-)
I love you RE with all that I have and all that I am. I am so proud of the young lady you are becoming. You are truly a light from the Lord and I treasure the blessing that you are to me and all those that you encounter. You're heart to pray for your friends/family and to serve others absolutely amazes me at times. God has truly blessed your daddy and me with a precious gift.
I love you snugabug!!! May God Bless you richly and always hold you in his care.
Mommy
Friday, June 3, 2011
Wednesday, June 1, 2011
Blessings
A very good friend of ours sent us the youtube video for this song. (but modern technology to download has me stumped tonite!) Therefore, I offer just the lyrics, which have truly spoken to my heart in recent weeks.
As for an update to my last post...PRAISING GOD for his merciful kindness (ref. Psalm 117) in the midst of the storm. The Lord has truly shown me his love and grace throughout this season I'm in and has used many wonderful friends to be support and his Light. The prayers of his saints have been one of many blessings that have come. I thank God for all of you...and it is so nice to know we don't do this life alone.
Blessings...by Laura Story
Praising God for his faithfulness and love even when I've lost focus!!!
As for an update to my last post...PRAISING GOD for his merciful kindness (ref. Psalm 117) in the midst of the storm. The Lord has truly shown me his love and grace throughout this season I'm in and has used many wonderful friends to be support and his Light. The prayers of his saints have been one of many blessings that have come. I thank God for all of you...and it is so nice to know we don't do this life alone.
Blessings...by Laura Story
We pray for blessingsI am also looking forward to "counting my blessings" in the next several months. I am excited that our Care Group Ladies Breakfast meetings will be focused on the popular book "One Thousand Gifts" by Ann Voskamp (aholyexperience.blogspot.com) { sidenote...check out her blog...it is excellent!!!). Can't wait to see what the Lord brings to light during this study!!!
We pray for peace
Comfort for family, protection while we sleep
We pray for healing, for prosperity
We pray for Your mighty hand to ease our suffering
All the while, You hear each spoken need
Yet love us way too much to give us lesser things
Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise
We pray for wisdom
Your voice to hear
And we cry in anger when we cannot feel You near
We doubt Your goodness, we doubt Your love
As if every promise from Your Word is not enough
All the while, You hear each desperate plea
And long that we'd have faith to believe
Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
What if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
And what if trials of this life are Your mercies in disguise
When friends betray us
When darkness seems to win
We know the pain reminds this heart
That this is not, this is not our home
Cause what if Your blessings come through raindrops
What if Your healing comes through tears
And what if a thousand sleepless nights
Are what it takes to know You’re near
What if my greatest disappointments
Or the aching of this life
Is the revealing of a greater thirst this world can’t satisfy
And what if trials of this life
The rain, the storms, the hardest nights
Are Your mercies in disguise
Praising God for his faithfulness and love even when I've lost focus!!!
Saturday, May 14, 2011
A Battle
I'm struggling at the moment. Struggling to cope...struggling to find peace...struggling in general. It's been one of those weeks where I have just felt "off", "outside of myself", "not there", have you ever had one of those?
To top it all off the media is publicizing the "end of the world 5/21/2011"...and although I know that no one knows the time, day or hour (matthew 24:36) it unnerves me just a bit. I start telling myself I should be stronger in the faith, I should NOT DOUBT, I should be confident that GOD is in control of the situation. I am praying for peace, but not finding it...the Lord is teaching much through all this though. I am finding my prayer life to be more focused (a positive in the midst of this darkness). I know that the enemy would want me to wallow and stress about this for the next week, but I do have a choice. I can either let it "eat away" at me or I can choose to trust in God and rest in HIM who knows all things.
I have picked up my Bible three times in the last 24 hours searching for comfort. Ashamedly that's is much more frequent than usual...perhaps that will be the most positive thing to come from this "trial"....more time with the author and perfector of our faith. I am fearful, confused and tired. I am sure this is just a spiritual battle that will bring about a necessary change in my life and will glorify God when it's done so why am I struggling? I am restless and weary. All I can do is pray....and if I may, I ask that those of you that know me would also pray. Thank you.
To top it all off the media is publicizing the "end of the world 5/21/2011"...and although I know that no one knows the time, day or hour (matthew 24:36) it unnerves me just a bit. I start telling myself I should be stronger in the faith, I should NOT DOUBT, I should be confident that GOD is in control of the situation. I am praying for peace, but not finding it...the Lord is teaching much through all this though. I am finding my prayer life to be more focused (a positive in the midst of this darkness). I know that the enemy would want me to wallow and stress about this for the next week, but I do have a choice. I can either let it "eat away" at me or I can choose to trust in God and rest in HIM who knows all things.
I have picked up my Bible three times in the last 24 hours searching for comfort. Ashamedly that's is much more frequent than usual...perhaps that will be the most positive thing to come from this "trial"....more time with the author and perfector of our faith. I am fearful, confused and tired. I am sure this is just a spiritual battle that will bring about a necessary change in my life and will glorify God when it's done so why am I struggling? I am restless and weary. All I can do is pray....and if I may, I ask that those of you that know me would also pray. Thank you.
Tuesday, May 10, 2011
Clinging
...to the cross. There is no where else to turn when tragedy like this most recent one strikes. Clinging...to my daughter a little more tightly... battening down the hatches a bit tighter than usual practices...walking around in a clouded daze. In a way, I feel that trust has been violated. Yesterday, I lived in one of the safest communities aroud, today it's a different story. To think that just last summer my daughter was involved in dance lessons at the studio not 500 feet away from the apts. where this happened!!! That's a bit too close for comfort to me!
But I will reflect and be thankful that we are safe as a family at home, still I feel the loss as if it were my own. Wanting an answer, a definition for what could possess someone to act out like this, In my humanness I desire justice, but in Christ I feel a call to mercy upon a lost soul that never heard the truth. I am not to judge, for judgement can only come from above and is His alone. I am angry that a little girl had to die for the authorities to take her seriously. (there are reports that incidences happened two weeks ago between the victim and perpertrator!!!) It causes me to wonder if my daugher would be taken seriously if an issue arose? Have we become so cold as a society that we believe a nine-year old girl "asked" for this? Have we lost all sense of morality that we could possibly think she "provoked" it? It is just so sad. My heart aches....for all affected by this unnecessary loss.
I am numb.
But I will reflect and be thankful that we are safe as a family at home, still I feel the loss as if it were my own. Wanting an answer, a definition for what could possess someone to act out like this, In my humanness I desire justice, but in Christ I feel a call to mercy upon a lost soul that never heard the truth. I am not to judge, for judgement can only come from above and is His alone. I am angry that a little girl had to die for the authorities to take her seriously. (there are reports that incidences happened two weeks ago between the victim and perpertrator!!!) It causes me to wonder if my daugher would be taken seriously if an issue arose? Have we become so cold as a society that we believe a nine-year old girl "asked" for this? Have we lost all sense of morality that we could possibly think she "provoked" it? It is just so sad. My heart aches....for all affected by this unnecessary loss.
I am numb.
Monday, May 9, 2011
The Day is Long
Today was a hard one. Lack of focus, energy and basic enthusiam to do anything :-(. By now I should be able to see the monthly clues to an upcoming "fall off the roof". But, gosh, it gets me everytime. My poor hubby doesn't know how to deal with me, I don't know how to deal with me....except to talk to HIM. There is a bit of comfort in "crying out".
As the day went on the spirit was lifted and by the time I picked R up...I was able to "cope". But the evil one just couldn't let me go....and a beautiful day on the playground quickly gave way to the sins of disobedience (R) and anger (me). It didn't end pretty and privileges were revoked. But once again our God is faithful....as we were settling in for bedtime stories and prayers, I opened up the Bible for a nightly devotions. Here is how God spoke:
Psalm 119: 1-8
Blessed are the undefiled in the way who walk in the law of the Lord. Blessed are they that keep his testimonies, and that seek him with their whole heart. They also do no iniquity, but walk in His ways. Thou has commanded us to keep thy precepts diligently. O that my ways were directed to keep thy statutes. THEN shall I not be ashamed , when I have respect unto all thy commandments. I will praise thee with uprightness of heart, when I shall have learned thy righteous judgements. I will keep thy statutes: O forsake me not utterly.
HE always knows what we need to "hear" at just the right time. What a great lesson for both R and me! Praise God for his wonderful mercies that are new every morning. I love being able to say tomorrow is a new day and a new opportunity to have a clean slate. I love that I can teach my daughter these truths and help her to understand what it means to walk in the ways of the Lord. I LOVE that although I fail daily, those failures lead to opportunities to share struggles and teach life lessons that she will one day pass on to her family. Although the day started off in a "funk" it is ending in blessing. Thank you Lord Jesus!!!
As the day went on the spirit was lifted and by the time I picked R up...I was able to "cope". But the evil one just couldn't let me go....and a beautiful day on the playground quickly gave way to the sins of disobedience (R) and anger (me). It didn't end pretty and privileges were revoked. But once again our God is faithful....as we were settling in for bedtime stories and prayers, I opened up the Bible for a nightly devotions. Here is how God spoke:
Psalm 119: 1-8
Blessed are the undefiled in the way who walk in the law of the Lord. Blessed are they that keep his testimonies, and that seek him with their whole heart. They also do no iniquity, but walk in His ways. Thou has commanded us to keep thy precepts diligently. O that my ways were directed to keep thy statutes. THEN shall I not be ashamed , when I have respect unto all thy commandments. I will praise thee with uprightness of heart, when I shall have learned thy righteous judgements. I will keep thy statutes: O forsake me not utterly.
HE always knows what we need to "hear" at just the right time. What a great lesson for both R and me! Praise God for his wonderful mercies that are new every morning. I love being able to say tomorrow is a new day and a new opportunity to have a clean slate. I love that I can teach my daughter these truths and help her to understand what it means to walk in the ways of the Lord. I LOVE that although I fail daily, those failures lead to opportunities to share struggles and teach life lessons that she will one day pass on to her family. Although the day started off in a "funk" it is ending in blessing. Thank you Lord Jesus!!!
Welcome
Hello to all my followers to come....
I am new at this blogging game...so please bear with me as I begin this journey. I have entitled this blog In Tune with the Spirit because that is truly my desire in my walk with God. To tune in more clearly to what he is saying and leading me to on this journey of life.
I also want to create a type of "journal" for my daughter to read at some point in the future. I will warn you up front that I plan to be REAL about the struggles and joys that I encounter walking with the Lord and raising my family. My blog may not always be an easy read, but I will do my best to keep the content enjoyable and encouraging.
I hope that by reading about my life, perhaps someone else can be encouraged or know that someone (myself) is at the same place as them and we need to lean on and pray for each other daily.
Thank you for reading.
Laura
I am new at this blogging game...so please bear with me as I begin this journey. I have entitled this blog In Tune with the Spirit because that is truly my desire in my walk with God. To tune in more clearly to what he is saying and leading me to on this journey of life.
I also want to create a type of "journal" for my daughter to read at some point in the future. I will warn you up front that I plan to be REAL about the struggles and joys that I encounter walking with the Lord and raising my family. My blog may not always be an easy read, but I will do my best to keep the content enjoyable and encouraging.
I hope that by reading about my life, perhaps someone else can be encouraged or know that someone (myself) is at the same place as them and we need to lean on and pray for each other daily.
Thank you for reading.
Laura
Mother's Day
Although I missed sharing the day with my Mom (who was away this year)...I enjoyed not having to split the day in two. It was the first year that Mother's Day was spent with just MY family and I'll admit, that it was really quite nice. The older I get, the less I can handle the running three places to celebrate the holidays (my parents, in-laws and extended familes). So when the opportunity to enjoy any holiday with just the three of us arises, I SO look forward to it.
Anyhow, about the day...
I awoke to breakfast made and on the table, lots of hugs and kisses for mommy and special "surprises" of cards, books, and love from my husband and daughter.
After a wonderful church service, we took a ride over to Central Perkiomen Park (since I had never been there before) and spent the afternoon walking the trail, running into several people from GCS and Penn Valley church (God is awesome that way, to send "friends" into your path no matter where you are!) and I actually got some time to just SIT and be still with God. (I also happened to take a cat nap...but I quickly forgave myself for the indiscretion and appreciated the time of rest! LOL) The weather was perfect and the sounds of the children playing and birds singing really added to the joy of the day.
What a wonderful Mother's Day!
Anyhow, about the day...
I awoke to breakfast made and on the table, lots of hugs and kisses for mommy and special "surprises" of cards, books, and love from my husband and daughter.
After a wonderful church service, we took a ride over to Central Perkiomen Park (since I had never been there before) and spent the afternoon walking the trail, running into several people from GCS and Penn Valley church (God is awesome that way, to send "friends" into your path no matter where you are!) and I actually got some time to just SIT and be still with God. (I also happened to take a cat nap...but I quickly forgave myself for the indiscretion and appreciated the time of rest! LOL) The weather was perfect and the sounds of the children playing and birds singing really added to the joy of the day.
What a wonderful Mother's Day!
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